Saturday 24 September 2011

Soul mates?

Do people still believe in soul mates? Do they even exist? I cannot remember the last time I heard someone actually say the words 'soul mates' in person. I only hear them in movies and stories. So is that what it has come too, fiction? Or was it always fiction, but we just wanted to really believe that our soul mate is out there ...

I know I know, too many questions, I just don't have the answers so Blogging is the next best thing.

What do you think? How do you feel about the whole 'soul mate' idea?

I will admit when it comes to love I can be cynical, but can you blame me? In a world where chivalry is almost dead, where men and women cheat, and where the Good guy always ends up with the bad girl and vice versa.

It seems in the cases of love, heartbreak is just around the corner, and you need to get your heartbroken at least once and then the 'right' guy comes along...

I don't know what I am trying to say here .. to many random thoughts going through my head.

Ah well another random post, it is starting to become a habit. Well at least I'm blogging again...

Thursday 22 September 2011

100 questions!

So I know this is just boring stuff, but I'm bored and this what I did to pass time, if you are bored and you want to pass time feel free to answer these questions, some are interesting and some not so much ...


Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"For example, the cells of skeletal muscle may extend for up to ..." (boring science crap I know, but it was the closest book)

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
Nothing

Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Watching random youtube clips

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
A random scene from The Devil wears Prada

Without looking, guess what time it is
4am

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4.56am

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Nothing, creepy silence 0___0

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Like 8 hours ago, I went to the store to buy some food

Did you dream last night?
Yes

Do you remember your dreams?
Kind of, bits and pieces

When did you last laugh?
A few hours ago ... I think

Do you remember why / at what?
Something I watched probably

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Nothing

Seen anything weird lately?
No not really oh wait I saw this girl with the freak-est red hair ever. Like not cool rihanna red, weird clown-ish red :p

What do you think of this quiz?
Random

What is the last film you saw?
Friends with Benefits

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Right now, New York city

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A lot of electronics

Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
Can't think of anything right now

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
OK um I'm not sure if this regards as guilt but right now, starvation and malnutrition, we are in the 21st century we shouldn't have this problem

Do you like to dance?
Yes I do

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Well right now I am

Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Not really, you can the word 'Thai' from my name, but that doesn't use all the letters, so no

Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
My friend =)

What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Some TV show

Last time you swam in a pool?
2 months ago

Type of music you like most?
I can't pick one

Type of music you dislike most?
House, techno (I don't hate, but I can only stand a few songs)

Are you listening to music right now?
No

What color is your bedroom carpet?
Beige

If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Get a huge TV and a karaoke machine xD

What was the last thing you bought?
Food

Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
I thought I could go sky diving, but then I realized I am too much of a coward

Do you have a garden?
No

Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Yes

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
5 more mins of sleep :P

If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
I can't pick one

Who sent the last text message you received?
My Dad

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Amazon ( you can get anything you want )

What time is bed time?
These days, 6am (yes I know how my sleep is messed up)

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
No

How many tattoos do you have?
None

If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
No

What did you do for your last birthday?
House party

Do you carry a donor card?
No

Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
my friends

Is the glass half empty or half full?
Even though I am trying to be more optimistic these days, I still see it as half empty

What's the farthest-away place you've been?
I don't know, Holland maybe

When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I HATE TOMATOES! EW

Have you ever won a trophy?
No :(

Are you a good cook?
Not really, very average

Do you know how to pump your own gas?
No

If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Well like the celebrity question before, I can't pick one

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
yes

Do you touch-type?
What do you mean?

What's under your bed?
Nothing

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really

Think fast, what do you like right now?
TV marathons I'm having these days

Where were you on Valentine's day?
My friends house

What time do you get up?
1 or 2pm

What was the name of your first pet?
Patch or paige

Who is the second to last person to call you?
The guy from Real Estate agency

Is there anything going on this weekend?
So far nothing planned

How are you feeling right now?
Kind of sleepy

What do you think about the most?
My studies and whats my next plan

What time do you get up in the morning?
I thought I just answered this question, these days, 1 or 2pm

If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
my family and close friends will find out straight away, everyone else, if they ask :P

Who would you tell first?
probably my mum, and whoever is with me

What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
The change up

Do you sing in the shower?
Not really, but sometimes I burst into songs for a few seconds

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Ok the questions are repeating -.-, amazon! or HMV or waterstones (i like books)

What do you do most when you are bored?
Listen to music or playing games on the iPad

What do you do for a living?
I am a student

Do you love your job?
I don't have a job

What did you want to be when you grew up?
Doctor

If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
TV/film critic

Which came first the chicken or the egg?
You tell me

How many keys on your key ring?
2

Where would you retire to?
Home

What kind of car do you drive?
I don't own a car

What are your best physical features?
I have been told its my 'smile'

What are your best characteristics?
I am always there for the people I love

If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Right now, New York, wait before that Rome =)

What kind of books do you like to read?
A lot of types

Where would you want to retire to?
I just answered this

What is your favorite time of the day?
Night time

Where did you grow up?
Oman

How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
7 hour flight

What are you reading now?
Jay Z's book Decoded, Charles Dickon's David Cooperfield and Bram Stoker's Dracula

Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Night owl

Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No

Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
How would I know -.-, when I see someone I'll ask them

Do you have pets?
Yes

How many rings before you answer the phone?
I just answer

What is your best childhood memory?
Too many to pick from

What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
never had one :P

Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
not really

What is most important in life?
Family

What Inspires You?
Seeing success, just makes me want to reach my goals

Monday 19 September 2011

Going to the Movies Alone

It is 3.30am and I am alone sitting in my apartment on my laptop aimlessly browsing through different sites. Now one thing you should no about me is that I do like to be alone at times, I believe in personal space and I think it is nice to be alone sometimes because you get to clear your head and think of anything and everything.
But right now, I don't like this feeling of loneliness. I never said this or even dared to think of it; but right now I feel alone and I don't want to be ...

Yes I know that is such an obvious statement but anyone who knows me, would never expect me to say it, but I think I had enough time on my own right now, I thought of everything, I tried to sort out my life, I had movie/TV marathons and a few minutes ago I was contemplating going to the cinema alone and that is when I realized I had hit a new low.

So what is the point of this post you may think or ask, I have no idea! All I know right now is that I am alone, I feel lonely and I would really like to have someone right here with me.


Note: My sister and cousin left a 2 days ago so it has gotten really quite round the flat and I guess that's why this is hitting me hard.

Another note: I know this is the most random post ever, but I felt the need to write this ...

Monday 11 April 2011

I'm here I'm not here

OK so I have deleted and undeleted my blog twice, why? I HAVE NO IDEA! I feel so different a lot=change has happened wthese past few months and at the same time, things are still the same, am I making sense?

The reason I can't erase this blog permanently is that it caries a special part of me and I enjoy writing about all the random stuff in my life. My thoughts and my feelings, it's like a form of release, but right now I can't bring myself to write anything even though I have got so much to write about.

Maybe I am in a rut, I don't know whatsup with me, hopefully I can get out of this rut soon because I do miss blogging.

I know this blog doesn't make any sense and it's so random and pointless but hey at least it is a start.

Thursday 3 February 2011

Bad News

My phone rings, I answer not expecting anything.
We say our hello's and how are you's and your voice becomes slightly shaky.
I can tell immediately that something's up.
I ask you what's wrong, you become quiet.
I start to panic, my breathing shortens, I plead you to just tell me, but you remain silent.
I am almost in tears, and you say it.
You deliver the bad news, and I break into tiny little pieces ....


Saturday 15 January 2011

My bestfriend

Today is my bestie's birthday

I know I know I post a lot of posts dedicated to people, especially on 'birthdays' :P but I can't help it!

HOWEVER this is actually a continuation of one of my early posts called 'I miss you'.
You see I thought I lost a friend, but I didn't she was right there, waiting for me =)
It is funny how things easily change, how one minute you inseparable and the next you hardly speak to each other and then everything is back to normal, life can be so fickle like that.

ANYWAY this goes out to you A*
You're my one and only,
You're my dearest,
You're my girl,
You're my rock and I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES


of course I had to post our 'song'
ahhh school days! hahahaha crazy times :P


Friday 14 January 2011

I'm a fool to want you

Oh yes it is time for a music type post.

I love the classics, and Billie Holiday is definitely one of my favourites and after seeing the Chanel advert this song has been stuck in my head.





and since I am already posting songs, here is the amazing Etta James with 'At Last'





And last but most certainly not least here is Ella Fitzgerlad with 'Cry me a River'





No one, in the day and age, can make music as elegant and classy as this.

Monday 10 January 2011

Saying the truth isn't always the best option ..

The title says it all, I have been put, on numerous occasions, in an awkward situation, when I knew things I wish I didn't know because then I had the choice to whether say something or not, and usually I don't say anything.

I know it is bad, but I just can never have the guts to say anything, I am afraid. I know it is such a silly thing to be afraid of but I can't help it.

Now I will just be quiet and watch helplessly and just pray that things work out themselves.

One thing I know if things do go too far, I'll have to 'man' up and say something, but till then, I'll just be a watcher.

Sunday 2 January 2011

to the year 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I don't know about you guys, but 2010 passed by so fast it is insane! It is already 2011! SHIZ!

Well hopefully it ends up being a good year. I made some resolutions which I did not tell anyone, I though it is better doing that, maybe they will end up happening. Inshallah 5eir.

SO for that is it, I can't really think of anything to say, hope you all had an amazing new years eve =)

xx