Going to the Movies Alone

It is 3.30am and I am alone sitting in my apartment on my laptop aimlessly browsing through different sites. Now one thing you should no about me is that I do like to be alone at times, I believe in personal space and I think it is nice to be alone sometimes because you get to clear your head and think of anything and everything.
But right now, I don't like this feeling of loneliness. I never said this or even dared to think of it; but right now I feel alone and I don't want to be ...

Yes I know that is such an obvious statement but anyone who knows me, would never expect me to say it, but I think I had enough time on my own right now, I thought of everything, I tried to sort out my life, I had movie/TV marathons and a few minutes ago I was contemplating going to the cinema alone and that is when I realized I had hit a new low.

So what is the point of this post you may think or ask, I have no idea! All I know right now is that I am alone, I feel lonely and I would really like to have someone right here with me.


Note: My sister and cousin left a 2 days ago so it has gotten really quite round the flat and I guess that's why this is hitting me hard.

Another note: I know this is the most random post ever, but I felt the need to write this ...